Believe

Its amazing how everything manages to piece together despite their co-irrelevance.

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Ok, to cut long story short, I had been telling myself for almost 2 weeks to believe - believe that things will happen the way that you want it to, as long as you work on it with heart and with soul. I've already come this far, would I be thwarted by a seemingly realistic nightmare? No.. I choose to believe and hang in there.

While I am still struggling to accept that decision, I read a story which my friend blogged about. It might seem pretty cliche, but the story is set on the background and timeline where we are all familiar with. In the story, there's this guy who is always smiling, so the comment was "You know people who're always smiling... they always have some heavy burden upon their chests. They just don't wanna lose to it." *ponders* Ok that aside, the main theme of the whole story was to believe, and that leads to my first sentence of this entry.

The story reflected the lyrics of this new song which I downloaded, which again leads back to my first remark.

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Is everything a coincidence, or is someone hinting at something? If it is, the hint is flying by me though. Hmm.. *frowns*

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握你的手

山顶的风凉的想钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星一坠落就不停

我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦的凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得也该让你远离

握你的手坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了 至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了 我们都尽力了
也许温柔是停止(再)挽留

握你的手像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手都为了再握手
但这一次是为了放手

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Jeftor came up and said goodbye to Alvin and Jonathan, and asked where they would be after this academic year. Time flies. Chongwai said that whenever you look forward, time slows and whenever you look back, everything seems to just skim past; I agree. You have just barely began to appreciate these people who have been sharing your life on foreign soil for the past 3 years, and two plane trips later, they would have left a void behind. Not that they would be greatly missed for abandoning this poor boy (me, *grin), but we have come so far. I will definitely miss them.

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10 days to my trip, 25 days to returning home. Looking forward.

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握你的手坚持到最后一秒钟

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